It's not wrong to think that way, is it?

[A small, almost forlorn smile slowly crossed his face.]

I wasn't entirely sure if thinking like that was the same as giving up--but if I go back, all I'm fighting for is a corrupt Holy Grail. Winning that for any Master would be worse than dying in the process.

So...I guess it's okay to want want a life like this. It's the only chance we'll get, so it's...alright to be selfish just this one time.