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Who: Asch, Luke, and their Shadows.
What: FINAL SHOWDOWN
When: November 28th
Where: Streets of Prospero, Dark Hour.
Rating: Let's call it safe and say PG-13.
Warning: Violence, and Asch being grumpy.
As midnight approached, Asch was in his room, on his bed, taking inventory of himself. His only weapon, the good old trusty pipe, was polished almost like he would a sword. He almost wished his sword had followed him to this world, but it seemed only the dreck had luck enough for that; yet another thing that had him irritated, but he forced the rage down for now. There would be time enough for him to be pissed off, like when he set out to finally decapitate that fake that was parading around as him!
...well, maybe not decapitate, but he'd certainly give the fake a hell of a headache.
Three minutes to midnight. Asch grasped his pipe firmly in his hand, letting out a breath before standing up, walking out of the apartment. He glanced at the door across the hall, before turning around to lock up.
What: FINAL SHOWDOWN
When: November 28th
Where: Streets of Prospero, Dark Hour.
Rating: Let's call it safe and say PG-13.
Warning: Violence, and Asch being grumpy.
As midnight approached, Asch was in his room, on his bed, taking inventory of himself. His only weapon, the good old trusty pipe, was polished almost like he would a sword. He almost wished his sword had followed him to this world, but it seemed only the dreck had luck enough for that; yet another thing that had him irritated, but he forced the rage down for now. There would be time enough for him to be pissed off, like when he set out to finally decapitate that fake that was parading around as him!
...well, maybe not decapitate, but he'd certainly give the fake a hell of a headache.
Three minutes to midnight. Asch grasped his pipe firmly in his hand, letting out a breath before standing up, walking out of the apartment. He glanced at the door across the hall, before turning around to lock up.

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"You know that's not true!"
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"It is from my stand point, dreck!" he snapped, a subtle reminder that Luke was supposed to have long hair and be a complete ass, and nothing he did was going to change that. "You've yet to prove otherwise!"
He whirled right back around then, marching out of the hotel.
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Hey, Asch. Guess who's grabbing you by the arm!
"Then let me go with you! You want me to prove myself? Then I'll prove it!" PUTTING HIS FUCKING FOOT DOWN.
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Luke followed quietly behind Asch. Making sure not to irritate him any further than necessary. After all, they were both after the same thing now, and all there was to do was to wait until their shadows decided to show up and what not.
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As the flames died away, there was a clack of boots as Asch's shadow jumped off a nearby roof, a less than sane grin on his face.
"How accommodating of you, other me," he sneered. "Not bad for someone like us."
typoooo
"" The shadow sneered at his original, and then gazed upon the original Asch with a faint smile. ""
lmao <33
"Killing them is more likely, Luke," the shadow replied, the blade held in a loose grip as he approached his supposedly better half. "This one wouldn't accept his real feelings even if it cut him to shreds!"
Asch hissed faintly as he climbed to his feet, holding his pipe in a ready stance. He glared at his shadow as he stood there, yellow eyes gleaming with a sadistic glee that twisted his face in ways it was not meant to be twisted.
"Shut up," he snapped. "I stand by what I said!"
He pointed to Luke's shadow. "And that just proves it! No way anything like me would work with the damn dreck!"
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""
Then Asch's words hit the shadow, and it moved it's gaze toward Asch. The faint smile from earlier having his lips twist into that oh so familiar twisted smile he gave to Asch the first time they met. ""
Sorry Asch. Luke over here is trying to think of ways to get them the hell out of here.
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"Oh yes, say it again!" he exclaimed. "I love the wonderful rush it gives me, hearing you deny me!"
Asch let out an irritated noise, his eyes flicking down to his replica. Dammit, he had an idea of how to get him free, but it would leave him without a weapon. Considering this dark side of himself was absolutely crazy, he couldn't afford to be disarmed at the moment--
Thou art I... I am thou...
"Perhaps I need to say it again," the shadow continued, stepping closer. "Perhaps if the replica hears how you really feel, you'll lose your temper again, other me."
Asch gave his head a bit of a shake, frowning. That voice... it hadn't been his shadow... what the hell...?
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"Shut up! Leave him alone already!" Despite the shadow's Key of Lorelei pinning down his jacket to the concrete, Luke mustered up enough strength to knock his shadow off balance with a swift kick so that he was off his feet and fell face first into the bloody concrete.
"We're not going anywhere!" Luke's shadow looked unphased at this new set of action. Merely amused at the strength the one hovering over him suddenly seem to get.
Not that it meant much to the shadow.
It sneered at Luke first, before glancing back at Asch's shadow with a faint smile. As if he were ready to mystic arte him right into the next century.
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"Do I really need to say it?" he demanded, drawing the Shadow's attention back to him. "I'd never work with that pathetic idiot; not willingly!"
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""
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The shadow cut himself off as Asch suddenly charged at him, letting out a battle cry as he took a cheap shot at his shadow's head. The other Asch stumbled away, holding onto his head as a trickle of blood appeared, worming its way down his face. He smirked, before slamming against the real Asch, forgetting about the Lukes and instead focusing on him.
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Oh well. It was worth a shot, when Luke rushed into his own shadow and pinned it against one of the convenient coffins within the vicinity of the two. The shadow; attempting to free itself from the grip of his original whilst grabbing the Key to help him stab whatever the hell was trying to stop it from advancing.
"You aren't me! There's no way that you can be me!"
Then it heard those words. Stopping in it's tracks, and staring at the original Luke with a flat and dry stare. ... That it. Well. Until it's eyes reflected off the moonlight, and the yellow pupils glowed even more golden.
"" The flat stare turned into an outright beam. First at Luke, then at Asch's shadow. Waiting for the signal that they could finally kill them.
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Shadow Asch stepped toward them, that demented grin on his face as he nodded to Shadow Luke, indicating that he should get on the other side of them.
"Such a shame you can't accept who you are~" he sneered at the two originals. "We're going to have to kill you now..."
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Luke on the other hand, seems to still be recovering from that sudden Asch missle that was thrown at him out of no where. Even so, he tried to be a cushion, rather than push the original off.
"Damn it.." Meaning Ow. That really fucking hurt more than that radiant howl to his ass. "Asch, can you move?" He wants to know so that they can do something about this and not be sitting ducks.
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Asch flinched painfully, holding onto his head. It had started hurting when he heard that voice, whispering faintly in the back of his mind. Now it was just throbbing in pain, and he had a feeling it didn't have anything to do with his shadow...
DAMN YOU, STUPID BOY! Let me free already!
Asch let out a confused grunt at that, blinking in mild shock. What the hell...?
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"No, you idiot!" he shouted at Luke's shadow as he lowered his sword. "Kill them n--"
He didn't get to finish. The air seemed to charge around them as Asch stumbled to his feet, wincing in pain. It felt like something was trying to rip out of his skull... was this what it was like for Luke? Whatever, it didn't matter; if this thing in his head would help them, then to hell with the pain that came with it.
"Thanatos!"
Darkness loomed up behind Luke's shadow... and he had about a minute to move before something tall, dark, and creepy cleaved him in two.
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For some odd reason, this Luke seems much more surprised to see it's own blood dripping off it's body. Almost like a trigger had set off in the back of his head that screamed to murder the two red-heads standing in front of them.
That is, until emerald meets emerald, and his original catches him off-guard and rams him to the floor so that he's on top and pinning him down with the Key of Lorelei. NO WAY MAN. YOU'RE NOT GOING TO FREAKING LOST FON DRIVE ME INTO A ROASTED DUCK. I AM NOT TURNING INTO CHRISTMAS DINNER --
"What are you both looking for?! Acceptance?! Is that what you want?!" CAUSE HE IS ABOUT TO FREAKING LOSE HIS DAMN MIND AND TURN YOU TWO INTO CURED HAM. Hurr get it. Dia + roasting = cured ham :D???
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Asch turned his focus away from the replicas, smirking at his shadow. He hated to have something do the fighting for him, but given his current state, there wasn't much he could do.
"Don't get used to this," he muttered back to Thanatos. The Persona seemed to let out a faint, mocking grunt, the coffins of its cloak clanking together as he moved.
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"Shut up. I have something to say to you." Wow, he was starting to become Asch all of a sudden, but he had to say this. At least... He agreed with a few points that the shadow brought up when he overheard him talking.
"You're nothing like me. ... But that's because you're a part of me that I tried to hide away from everyone else.
From Tear. From Guy. From... everyone." Luke stood, and removed the The Key where it was being used as a stake of some sort to keep his shadow down. "You're right. What you say... You're right. That is how I feel sometimes. About Asch, about Akzieriuth, about my place in Auldrant.
You're the part of me that I still hide so no one has to deal with that kind of burden on their shoulder.
You're sad, aren't you? You're the sad part of me that doesn't want to exist..."
With a smile, Luke leaned down to his shadow and offered a hand to him. "I get it now. I'm sorry I've locked you away for so long. Can you forgive me?"
When the hand was offered, all the shadow did was stare at the hand like a foreign object. Unsure what to do, because he never had to make a decision by himself. He was always waiting for Asch's orders, or his approval... Which was a problem that the original Luke had before he'd grown a backbone.
"We're both... here. For a reason. So let's be friends... Okay? We have a reason for existing."
Again, it stared. Hesitating, hesitating... Until he took his original's hand with a smile of his own. One that was purely genuine and no longer had a crazed hint behind his eyes, nor the smile he had given both before. He felt that he was accepted, but he felt that he couldn't leave just yet because he wanted to leave with Asch. Not by himself.
He stepped back. Having no intention of causing the original anymore harm.
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If the swearing, clanging, and just all around bitching was any indication, Asch's battle with his inner self was just not going well at all. Both Shadow and Original were sporting their own host of cuts and bruises, though obviously the Shadow was suffering from more bruises as he was being piped at every opportunity.
Clearly, Asch wasn't going to be accepting himself any time soon, the way things were going.
"Can't spit it out, can you?!" the shadow demanded, barely heard over Asch slamming his pipe against his sword. "No wonder we're the one that ends up dead! You can't even admit that what's standing in front of you is a part of you!"
"SHUT UP!" Asch bellowed, shoving against the Shadow as hard as he could, sending him tumbling over.
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"Asch! You have to accept him! He's a part of you!" Those were the only words that he seemed to have thought of. Seeing that he was merely on the side lines now that him and his shadow were watching as the two clashed.
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"SHUT UP, DRECK!"
Of course, that had to be about the only thing the two of them agreed on. Still, it seemed to spawn another argument between the two of them, as the original Asch struck out against his shadow, piping him rather hard in the side.
"Shut up! He's my replica! Only I'll call him dreck!"
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"Asch..."
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"You damn hypocrite!" the shadow bellowed. "You can call him 'your' replica, but you can't even admit to the fact that the reason I exist is because of him?!"
"That's not--!"
"Like hell it isn't!" the shadow raged, cutting Asch off. "Tell him! Tell him what Van said to you before you arrived at Yulia City!"
Asch froze, his face paling for a moment, before the rage came back. He narrowed his eyes at his shadow, tightening his grip on the pipe.
"No! It's none of his business, and none of yours either!"
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"What's he talking about, Asch?" Luke knows that he just said it was none of his damn business. However, quite frankly, it did become his business ever since they ran into their shadows.
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"Don't you tell him off," he snapped. "Tell him about everything you went through. How Van was there to manipulate you when you were at your most vulnerable! How you kept wanting to believe in him even though it was obvious what was happening!"
Asch hesitated, fighting with himself. It wasn't fair; he didn't want all of his baggage out in the open for everyone to see. It was no one's business but his own. And yet...
And yet...
The Shadow lowered his sword finally, calmer now.
"Tell him," he said softly. "He deserves to hear it from you and you know it."
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"You don't have to tell me if you don't want to, Asch." Reaching up, he squeezed Asch's shoulder with a nod, and a smile of comfort. He'd understand why, of course. Seeing that when his secrets were leaked, he didn't like it either.
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"...that time on the Tartarus wasn't the first time I saw you," he began, speaking softly. "I saw you when I was ten, not long after you were created." He refused to say that Luke was "born". A birth was supposed to be a happy thing, and there was nothing happy about the way the replica had been brought into existence. "You were at the manor playing with everyone... I didn't know what to think, but Van was there. He told me I had been replaced, and..."
He trailed off a moment, clenching his fist. "...I was ten years old. What the hell else was I supposed to think?!" he demanded, but it seemed more like he was asking himself than Luke. It was a moment before he continued, "Van was always there, he always had the answers. Considering he saved me from being just another victim of the Score, I wasn't going to object."
Asch paused again, shaking slightly. "It was always, if I followed him, I'd be a hero. A hero that changed the fate of the world. He said that to me again... when Akzeriuth fell."
He stopped then, giving the shadow an irate glare, as if to say, "Happy now?"
PFFTT SO TELL ME IF I SHOULD EDIT THIS BECAUSE HHHH
He was responsible for a lot of things wrong in Asch's life, but he wasn't going to run away from everything either.
"I'm sorry, Asch." All he could do was apologize. This was Asch's battle now. It wasn't his, so it all came up to Asch's decisions whether or not he could accept his shadow. "I know you must be hurting inside. It's my fault after all."
Turning his head toward the shadow. "But that's no reason to reject what you're hiding, Asch. We all have things we want to hide from everyone, but we don't have to be ashamed of it."
This is probably gonna sound silly. Since, even Luke finds himself chuckling with a bit of a sad expressing lingering.
"You're a hero to us." Seeing that you died a heroic death and what not. You saved him, saved everyone if it weren't for his power and everything.
You're fine! HAVE MORE CONFIDENCE, DRECK!
"How the hell am I a hero, especially to you?" he asked. "I beat the hell out of you and insult you at every opportunity."
askjdsajd OKAY OKAY
"You saved us. More than once, Asch." Chuckling again, he scratched the back of his head. "If it weren't for you, we wouldn't have made it to the end.
You're always going to be a hero to me, Asch. I know that much is sure."
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Unfortunately, his shadow was there, a sneer on his face as he pointed to him mockingly.
"I think you defrosted the ice queen with that, dreck."
Asch let out an awkward noise, red creeping up onto his face. "S-shut up, idiot!"
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So, that being said, Luke takes a step back and smile at his original. Waiting for his decision.
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"Fine," he began. "I... I hate myself. I hate the fact that I was too blinded by my childhood vision of Van to see what he was doing earlier. I hate that I bought into his lies for so long, and I hate that it makes me look like my replica."
He fell quiet for a long moment, eyes flicking reluctantly back to Luke, before muttering reluctantly, "...though I guess that doesn't turn out to be a bad thing."
His shadow let out a faint snort, his expression calming as he stepped forward, resting a hand on the real Asch's shoulder.
"You don't need to hate so much," he said softly. "It just hurts too much to hate like that."
Asch didn't respond, though he nodded slightly in agreement.
I was gonna quote karma-- Okay I'm doing it screw this
Such a nice feeling, that, whatever Luke was feeling was rubbing off on his shadow. Seeing that his twisted smile, also dropped to something that was accepting of the two of them. Of course, he turned to Luke and stopped right in front of him, now that their time was finished.
"Asch is Asch. Luke is Luke.
You two exist for a reason. You have a meaning to your births, so you're not a replacement. You two are separate people. ... Try to remember that, Luke." Then turning to Asch. "Asch."
The shadow, for once, smiled from pure innocence and backed away to be closer to Asch's shadow.
LMAO!
"Take care of each other," he added. "You need each other more than you realize."
He gave the shadow replica a grin, as if to say, "Shall we?" before quietly fading away, returning to the place he belonged.
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... Luke on the other hand felt like he just had a million heart-attacks at how close they both were to becoming roasted dinner for Christmas.
"... That was a close one." Not that he didn't mean every word that he said, but seriously. That was a freaking close one.
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"...let's go home."
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"Yeah. It's getting late." Reaching over to his original and squeezing his shoulder for good measure.