Cos there are some nights I hold you close, pushing you to hold me. [LOCKED]

[king_of_heroes]

Who: Gilgamesh and Beatrice
Where: Prospero PD
When: Between April 4th and April 11th
What: An usual request from the most unlikely person to an equally unlikely person.
Rating: PG-13 because Gil will be Gil?
Warnings: Possibly cursing in an ancient language, possible moemoe tsuntsun deredere. Oh, and plenty of trolling. You know, the usual.

[ ...Well, it's not too surprising that this happened. It's actually more surprising that he HASN'T been jailed yet due to the various crazy stunts he pulls on a nearly daily basis. But alas, he just happened to make too much of a ruckus and it landed him here. But he was a king, damn it. His protest fell on deaf ears, and he was sentenced to a minimum of a week in jail, to be released after only with bail.

There weren't very many people he could call. If they would allow him, he'd just pay for himself. But stupid mongrel rules are stupid and what not. There was Arturia, but he would never hear the end of it from her. V/V... No. He didn't want her to see him like this. ...No, don't even think about her. You don't need more shit to deal with. But she's the best choice after all, isn't she?

Giving a sigh, he'll use his one call to ring up a certain witch of the golden variety. Hopefully she answers. ]

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[golden_witch]

Hm.

[She'll stare into her cup, watching the steam die as it cooled.]

You might not be sure because you've never had that kind of thing happen to you, I assume.

What you felt before was obsession. What you're feeling now is love.

Obsession is hungry. All that can be done is to feed it, to conquer what you want. It desires and it aches and it never sleeps.

Love is selfless. To love is to lift another past yourself. To give them what makes them happiest even if it means losing them.

You're letting her go to someone she loves because it will make her happy. This is because you have learned to love her.

Congratulations, King of Heroes.

[king_of_heroes]

[ Well, that will certainly cause his currently focus to snap back to her. ]

Are you fairly certain of this?

[golden_witch]

If I had to guess, I'd say so.

That's what it sounds like to me, anyway. You don't know it because someone like you isn't used to the concept of putting anyone's needs above your own. You're learning, though.

I'm sorry for you, though. I understand having a love that you cannot relay.

[king_of_heroes]

It's hard to believe, yes. But I suppose your words hold some truth.

To imagine a tyrant like me... Ha.

The only person I have ever cared for above myself was my brother. And even then, this is completely different, isn't it?

[ He'll be silent for only a moment before turning away from her and closing his eyes. A faint laugh makes its way out from his lips as he sinks further into the couch. ]

Then I wonder. Is it even possible to 'love' two people at the same time?

[golden_witch]

The heart wants what it wants. It's funny that way. I'm certain that it's possible to love more than one person.
It's not like Saber could ever compete with your brother, anyway. I don't think you have anything to worry about. That kind of love is sacred.

[She'll take this opportunity to wander to the kitchen to refresh her tea before returning to her seat beside him.]

It isn't something that should devastate you so. Lots of people go their entire lives without loving anyone at all. Be happy you have the capacity for such a thing.

It's more than anyone expected of you, right~?

[king_of_heroes]

...I wonder about that. According to ancient texts, I died thousands of years ago. I never held love in my true life time. Can what happens here even count?

[ This was turning from a light-hearted serious discussion to something... much darker and fast. His time alone had brought some rather dark thoughts to focus, and even now that he was free of those walls... they lingered. Like an ever present tick burrowing into the depths of his mind. He trusted her enough to give them voice. If anyone could ease his fears at this moment, it would be her. ]

Especially since the day this world decides to get rid of me, it will all be gone. Anything I have gained or learned here will have no meaning. This place pulled me from the moment of my 'death' in that world. My death as a servant. I would not return to Heaven or Hell, I would return to the cursed grail. I would be nothing but food to fuel it's cursed wish granting.

[golden_witch]

[She's thoughtful a moment, giving his words a moment to roll around in her head.]

...So fight.

You are a king, a man whose legend survived death and time. You are a demigod, act like one.

You have been given more time to do what is needed. So do it. Grasp it. Relish it. And when it is gone, have no regrets. Of course what happens here counts. You're alive, aren't you? You draw breath. Your heart beats. It can feel love and it can feel doubt. Which are you going to go with, hm~?

[A sip of tea here would be good.]

I told you once, I want to see you succeed. I want you to be that glorious golden god that the books make you out to be. Impress me, King Of Heroes. If I remember this when I go home, I want to be able to say that I knew you, that I opposed you, that I kissed you. At the very least, leave me with no regrets.~

[king_of_heroes]

[ Sometime during her little pep talk, his eyes had closed. While it may have seemed silly, he was cutting out one of his senses just to focus on her words and try to understand the heart of them. After she was finished, he would allow a moment of silence to fall between them before he let out a small chuckle. ]

It's a sad day on Earth when The King of Heroes has to be dragged out of his own well of depression by The Golden Witch.

[ But then his eyes slowly open again, falling on her. His face seems a little more soft than usual, and he might just crack a delightful smile for once. ]

But I believe, for once, I am okay with that. There is something about you, your mind, your words that just... I suppose that they can be very warm and comforting at times. And yet I can feel that they are not just merely sugar coated to make one feel better. You mean every word you say. And for that, I am thankful.

[golden_witch]

[She'll glance to him from the corner of her eye. How could anyone not smile when faced with such an honest face?]

A sad day, indeed.~ But someone needs to pull you out instead of shoving you down now and again. Who better than me? You're an interesting man. I want you to continue to be interesting.

I do mean what I say. At least in this instance. If I've been of some comfort, then I'm pleased.

[At this point, she's a bit more inspired. She'll set her tea down and sit sideways on the couch to face him.]

Don't let this place break you. Let it be your outlet. And I'll do the same. I want to go places. I want to see things. I may have been bound to Rokkenjima, but I'm free to roam here. We both are.

So, don't despair, Gilgamesh. You aren't alone. I wouldn't allow you to live your borrowed bit of life that way.

[king_of_heroes]

[ It was simply amazing how much her words to could affect him. He had said she reminded him of his mother before. That hadn't changed at all since that time. In fact, the more time he spent with her? The more he felt she could pass for a reincarnation of Ninsun. ]

If you can comfort the mind of this king, then you know you've done well. I know I'll do well with you at my side.

[ She can take that however she wants. And now that she had mentioned it, something started formulating in his head. Yes, this could be perfect. ]

Travel, you say? And where might The Golden Witch wish to travel, hm?

[golden_witch]

[She'd offer him an excited grin like a child talking about Christmas gifts.]

If I had the chance, I'd really love to go to Italy. Teacher always said that was where my mother was born. I looked at picture books with her sometimes and it's really lovely there. And I'm told they have amazing desserts!

Ah, I really want to go. That's the kind of place that is fit for a witch. ♥

[king_of_heroes]

I could take you there, you know. I've been all around the world since I've arrived on this god forsaken island. Of course, I expect something from you in exchange.

[ He'll purposely leave a moment of silence here just to make me mind wander. The growing smirk on his lips probably doesn't help her imagination any. And scooting closing to her on the couch, leaning in dangerously close to her face. Their lips couldn't be any closer. But of course, just when she thinks he'll make his move, he'll pull away just enough to finally say what he needs to. ]

It seems I have found myself locked in a fashion contest of sorts with a most troublesome woman. Normally, I would have no problem picking something out that would make it obvious that I am the best. But seeing how she is a woman, I thought I could use a little female perspective on the subject.

[golden_witch]

[Could her cheeks be any redder? She didn't need a mirror to see it, she just knew. Why did he have to pull so close to her? Her mind raced. Surely he didn't mean...

That bastard.

She'll settle herself down in the seat, her arms folded as though she'd been scolded.]

Only someone as stupid as you could get yourself locked into such a battle. This is something I can do easily, but I have some conditions of my own. If I help you with this contest, I want you to take me to Italy and spend your own money on me. Anything I please. And you have to promise to enjoy it with me. I'm not going to wander off on my own.

If you agree to the terms, then I accept.

[king_of_heroes]

[ After she finishes, there's not even a moment of hesitation from him. He'll lean right back over and force her into a messy kiss. But only for a moment or two, mind you. He couldn't help himself. She was being awfully adorable, okay? Besides, this was one of the ways he used to make deals anyways. ]

Sealed with a kiss. Of course, you do know this means that if either of us back out on our word, we'll have to suffer whatever fate the other deems necessary, right?

[golden_witch]

[It'll take her a moment of shock, but she'll eventually return the kiss. How is it that this man always knew how to catch her off guard and overwhelm her senses when it came to things like this? Even so, she didn't hate the sensation. She'd just do her best to avoid his gaze for a bit.]

T...That's not something I have to be concerned with. I don't plan to back out or I wouldn't have offered my services. It's you who would have to suffer whatever fate I meted out for you. And I can't promise it'll be something you'll like.~ ♥

[king_of_heroes]

[ He's content with her reaction for the time being, and he'll allow her to rest as he sinks back into the couch with a sigh. ]

I'm prepared for anything. That's the duty of a king, is it not? I won't go back on my word, either. Besides, I doubt you could think of anything too horrible.

[golden_witch]

[She'll appreciate the reprieve, however short lived it may be. However, his words would bring about a bubbly giggle.]

Oh, you don't know me as well as you think you do.~

[One more change in position. She'll climb over the cushion and settle herself next to him, leaning over his shoulder and idly toying with his hair.]

If I wanted you to hate me, you would. But, frankly, I don't mind the glow of your good graces. And your kisses are much more warm and deliberate when you aren't angry. So, I'll hold up my end of things.~ ♥

[king_of_heroes]

[ Playing with his hair was an invitation for him getting a little more comfy, right? Even if it wasn't, she'll find the king stretching himself over the couch before laying his head in her lap. ]

I'm afraid I'm getting a little too tired to keep up our conversation like this. But, I don't believe I want you to leave either. You'll stay with me just a bit longer, right?