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Saber ♔ Yon Cutest Knight (Champion of Juusting) ([personal profile] ex_cashcow493) wrote in [community profile] tvklogs2011-11-17 12:57 am

I just can't look its killing me & taking control; (CLOSED)

WHO: [livejournal.com profile] caliburns and [livejournal.com profile] croibhristeoir
WHAT: Lack of magic resistance
WHEN: November 17 - Dark Hour
WHERE: Bookstore
RATING: PG-13 for now.

[ The night before was a failure. She left Diarmuid by himself to chase after his shadow, but was left with nothing but guilt for abandoning him. Tonight though she was prepared all while keeping an eye out for any of the other potential Shadows she had been told about.

Perhaps it was stupid of her to be out on her own, but she cared not. Sitting alone in the bookstore, lights turned off, she waits for the clock to strike midnight. She may have dozed off sometime before then though. ]
croibhristeoir: (x// hate myself for listening to you)

[personal profile] croibhristeoir 2011-11-17 06:23 pm (UTC)(link)
I am your knight. He is nothing but a copy, a weak and pathetic self that can't even confess his love for fear of rejection.

I am without fear. Without hesitation. And yet we are the same.
croibhristeoir: (x// how you love to watch me beg)

[personal profile] croibhristeoir 2011-11-17 06:33 pm (UTC)(link)
Malice? Arturia, if I wished to harm you would you not be dead right now?
croibhristeoir: (x// don't wanna be a puppet for you)

[personal profile] croibhristeoir 2011-11-17 06:40 pm (UTC)(link)
I did exactly that in our last match here.
croibhristeoir: (x// hate myself for listening to you)

[personal profile] croibhristeoir 2011-11-17 07:27 pm (UTC)(link)
My point remains that I do not intend to cause you pain.
croibhristeoir: (x// don't wanna be a puppet for you)

[personal profile] croibhristeoir 2011-11-17 11:08 pm (UTC)(link)
I am your comrade. Why don't you understand that?
croibhristeoir: (x// hate myself for listening to you)

[personal profile] croibhristeoir 2011-11-17 11:16 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm sorry. How can I make you happy, Arturia? I clearly only have value if I can make people happy.
croibhristeoir: (x// i hate myself for begging)

[personal profile] croibhristeoir 2011-11-17 11:48 pm (UTC)(link)
Then should I not just die? What point do I have if I can't make people happy?
croibhristeoir: (x// hate myself for listening to you)

[personal profile] croibhristeoir 2011-11-17 11:56 pm (UTC)(link)
That was a very long time ago. What am I to do now?
croibhristeoir: (x// well i can't escape)

[personal profile] croibhristeoir 2011-11-20 11:13 pm (UTC)(link)
I don't deserve happiness.
croibhristeoir: (x// don't wanna be a puppet for you)

[personal profile] croibhristeoir 2011-11-20 11:36 pm (UTC)(link)
You're wrong. I don't deserve to be happy and it's selfish of me to try.
croibhristeoir: (x// well i can't escape)

[personal profile] croibhristeoir 2011-11-20 11:40 pm (UTC)(link)
I am a Shadow, the true self. I am Diarmuid Ua Duibhne and he is me--we are one and the same.
croibhristeoir: (x// i hate myself for begging)

[personal profile] croibhristeoir 2011-11-21 01:28 am (UTC)(link)
You can't convince me that the truth is a lie, Arturia.

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